SICK OF BEING SICK

IM SO TIRED OF BEING SICK. I STARTED OUT WITH A MILD FEVER ON FRIDAY NIGHT, GOT WORST ON SATURDAY AND FOUND OUT I GOT TONSILLITIS, A THROAT INFECTION. IS REALLY TERRIBLE AND I WAN TO GET RID OF AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BUT I HAVE TO FINISH MY ANTIBIOTICS FIRST. SOMEHOW, PART OF ME TELL ME I JUS NEED A SURGERY AND CHOP OF THOSE TONSILS. I GOT PROBLEM SWALLOWING, DRINKING AND EVEN TAKING MEDICATION FELT LIKE STUFFING A ROCK INTO A SMALL HOLE. ALTHOUGH THE DOCTOR SAYS IM CURING BUT I FELT WORST THAN EVER. NOT ONLY DID MY FEVER BECOMS HIGH, MY THROAT WAS LIKE BURNING ALL THE TIME. AND ALSO, IT SEEMS LIKE THE VIRUS IS SPREADING INTO THE WALL END OF MY MOUTH AS I BEGIN TO DEVELOP AN ULCER AT BOTH SIDE BESIDES MY BREATHING HOLE. IT ALSO FELT LIKE WHEN I DRINK WATER, THE PAIN FOLLOWS DOWN THE THROAT MAKING ME WONDER DID THIS VIRUS SPREAD DEEPER. IM SO SICK OF BEING SICK. I WAN TO JUS FORCE MYSELF TO VOMIT AND POURING OUT ALL THOSE BACTERIA OUT.