SICK OF BEING SICK
IM SO TIRED OF BEING SICK. I STARTED OUT WITH A MILD FEVER ON FRIDAY NIGHT, GOT WORST ON SATURDAY AND FOUND OUT I GOT TONSILLITIS, A THROAT INFECTION. IS REALLY TERRIBLE AND I WAN TO GET RID OF AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BUT I HAVE TO FINISH MY ANTIBIOTICS FIRST. SOMEHOW, PART OF ME TELL ME I JUS NEED A SURGERY AND CHOP OF THOSE TONSILS. I GOT PROBLEM SWALLOWING, DRINKING AND EVEN TAKING MEDICATION FELT LIKE STUFFING A ROCK INTO A SMALL HOLE. ALTHOUGH THE DOCTOR SAYS IM CURING BUT I FELT WORST THAN EVER. NOT ONLY DID MY FEVER BECOMS HIGH, MY THROAT WAS LIKE BURNING ALL THE TIME. AND ALSO, IT SEEMS LIKE THE VIRUS IS SPREADING INTO THE WALL END OF MY MOUTH AS I BEGIN TO DEVELOP AN ULCER AT BOTH SIDE BESIDES MY BREATHING HOLE. IT ALSO FELT LIKE WHEN I DRINK WATER, THE PAIN FOLLOWS DOWN THE THROAT MAKING ME WONDER DID THIS VIRUS SPREAD DEEPER. IM SO SICK OF BEING SICK. I WAN TO JUS FORCE MYSELF TO VOMIT AND POURING OUT ALL THOSE BACTERIA OUT.
I GOT A POST
lol. thanks to the prefect board, including matthew and sheng, i finally got a post in the prefects. is not a big one and i still hav to do boring duties-which-is-the-only-reason-why-i-want-to-be-in-the-board but at least my hardwork of being a prefecr and serving the school is paid. is not official yet, i think, but me and amanda are AJK KECIL PA. lol. pa sounds like a weird name though. hope they change it to something else. lol. it was only recently joanna told me personally so i dont think she wants me to tell anybody yet. but since only close friends visits my blog, who cares. although my main goal is not achive but like i said, at leats im a given a name than 'pa boy'. just to let you know, being in charge of pa system is not that fun.
the only benefiet is to be able to skip classes and miss on prefect duties. but theres a saying to much of a good thing. becos of this responsinbility, i have to skip alot of classes during one period of time just to set up and taking care of the system while one hour plus of speech is given. to make things worst, the speech is often repeated 2 to 3 times to diffrent batch of students. we are constantly being called out in and out and i had fallen behind my works and missing all experiements and constantly being blamed by teachers in class. to add to my pressure, we have to make sure the system is always in good condition. and if anything happens to it whether izit our fault or not, we have to pay for the whole system which cost rm1000 plus altogether. taking care of pa is also harder then sweeping student out of canteen. this is bcos, students who comes and disturb the system are usually spoilt brat while those in canteen are stil 50%. got once, alfi even almost drop the mike. to add insult into i jury, carrying the pa system up and down can be extreme tiring. is not that light jus so u know. and if there is any big events on, we have to participate in carrying large pa system from the room besides the prefect room all the way down the hall.
plus, i have to also be incharge of all happenings in the hall during the speech. we have to clean and sweep and collect chairs and tables which are left behind (there awlays at least one) and stacked them at one place. our corner is also dusty and dirty and the table itself is going to collapse anytime soon. pressure also comes from teachers who expect us to do eveything 100% perfect. and all the peperation of musics is quite confusing as well. and being right infront of pn tan, we have to listen to every of her command including switching of the big fan beside us and leave us to bbq. during speeches, it also sup[er boring to just sit and listen to stuff which we had heard before. and being there, we also have to manage all the arrangement including givin announcement, sending out letters, find teachers and students, sit and wait for the next session and deal with hooligans.
but at least right now, not many speeches and assembly there will be. so kinda relax these few days. lol. so thats why i appreciate the name given by the bods very much. at least they show some understanding.
PS: this will be my last post until the end of october. i got exams to deal with.
